{"id":57079,"date":"2012-12-10T13:19:02","date_gmt":"2012-12-10T11:19:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/?p=57079"},"modified":"2012-12-10T16:26:53","modified_gmt":"2012-12-10T14:26:53","slug":"beni-kurban-sectiler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/?p=57079","title":{"rendered":"‘Beni kurban se\u00e7tiler’"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u00fcebbet istemiyle yeniden yarg\u0131lanmas\u0131na karar verilen Selek, “Sokrates \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce kar\u0131s\u0131 ‘Ama sen su\u00e7suzsun’ diyor. Sokrates de ‘\u0130yi ya, ya bir de su\u00e7lu olsayd\u0131m…’ kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veriyor. B\u00f6yle bir m\u00fccadeleyi vermem laz\u0131m” dedi.<\/p>\n

Cumhuriyet Ankara B\u00fcro – M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019ndaki patlamayla ilgili davada \u00fc\u00e7 kez beraat ettikten sonra \u0130stanbul 12. A\u011f\u0131r Ceza Mahkemesi taraf\u0131ndan m\u00fcebbet hapis istemiyle yeniden yarg\u0131lanmas\u0131na karar verilen sosyolog P\u0131nar Selek, \u201cDavaya darbe vurdular. Yine de umutsuz de\u011filim, hukuka su vermemiz laz\u0131m ki ye\u015fersin\u201d dedi. \u0130lk mahkemede kendisini orta\u00e7a\u011fda \u201ccad\u0131\u201d diye yak\u0131lan kad\u0131nlarla \u00f6zde\u015fle\u015ftiren Selek, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 \u201cBeni kurban se\u00e7tiler. Cezaevinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra da cad\u0131l\u0131klar yapmaya devam ettim. Diyorlar ki cad\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fclkesi olmaz\u2026 Ama benim var. S\u00fcp\u00fcrgem hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u201d diye \u00f6zetliyor.\u00a0<\/p>\n

P\u0131nar Selek\u2019in ya\u015fam\u0131 9 Temmuz 1998 g\u00fcn\u00fc M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u2019ndaki 7 ki\u015finin ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi\u011fi patlamadan sonra tamam\u0131yla de\u011fi\u015fti. \u201cBombac\u0131\u201d su\u00e7lamas\u0131yla g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131, 2.5 y\u0131l cezaevinde kald\u0131, i\u015fkence g\u00f6rd\u00fc. 2006 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ya\u015far Kemal, Orhan Pamuk ,Vedat T\u00fcrkali, \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk, \u0130smail Be\u015fik\u00e7i, Hrant Dink, Zeki Demirkubuz, Teoman, M\u00fcjde Ar, P\u0131nar K\u00fcr ve Sibel Eraslan\u2019\u0131n da aralar\u0131nda bulundu\u011fu y\u00fczlerce ki\u015fi kendisine \u201ctan\u0131k\u201d olup destek verdi. Selek, 14.5 y\u0131ld\u0131r bir yandan \u201cbombac\u0131\u201d su\u00e7lamas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 hukuk m\u00fccadelesi verirken; di\u011fer yandan ara\u015ft\u0131rma kitaplar\u0131 ve \u201cYolge\u00e7en Han\u0131\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131. Son 3 y\u0131ld\u0131r yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yor. Strasbourg \u00dcniversitesi siyasal bilimler b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde doktora \u00f6\u011frencisi.<\/p>\n

P\u0131nar Selek ilk mahkemede \u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 patlamas\u0131 e\u011fer bombadan kaynaklan\u0131yorsa bu bir insanl\u0131k su\u00e7udur. Ama benim maruz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m su\u00e7lamalar da insanl\u0131k su\u00e7udur\u201d diye isyan etmi\u015fti. 13 Aral\u0131k\u2019ta yine duru\u015fmas\u0131 var. Y\u0131llard\u0131r \u201cma\u011fduriyetiyle\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir kad\u0131n olmaktan, ayn\u0131 hik\u00e2yeyi y\u00fczlerce kez anlatmaktan yorgun; yine de hukuka inanc\u0131n\u0131 yitirmemi\u015f. P\u0131nar Selek\u2019le 14.5 y\u0131ll\u0131k m\u00fccadelesi, \u201ccad\u0131\u201dl\u0131klar\u0131 ve muhalefetin kriminalle\u015ftirilmesi tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131yla ilgili uzun bir telefon sohbeti yapt\u0131k. Sorular\u0131m\u0131za verdi\u011fi yan\u0131tlar \u015f\u00f6yle:<\/p>\n

Davaya darbe: G\u00f6zalt\u0131 s\u00fcrecinde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fkencelere ili\u015fkin Almanya\u2019da 40 sayfal\u0131k bir psikolojik rapor ald\u0131m. Raporda ayr\u0131ca, mahkeme s\u00fcrecinin beni ne kadar zorlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlat\u0131l\u0131yor, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan uzak kalman laz\u0131m diyor. Nas\u0131l uzak kalaca\u011f\u0131m? Ba\u015fkahraman\u0131 benim… 1998\u2019den bug\u00fcne gelinceye kadar hukuki olmayan bir s\u00fcre\u00e7 ya\u015fad\u0131m, sahte ve hukuk d\u0131\u015f\u0131 belgelere dayanarak su\u00e7land\u0131m. Hukuk\u00e7u bir ailenin \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum.<\/p>\n

Babam Alp Selek 12 Eyl\u00fcl zindanlar\u0131nda bile onlarca dilek\u00e7e yazm\u0131\u015f. Aile olarak hukuk m\u00fccadelesine inan\u0131yoruz. M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 davas\u0131yla ve onun etraf\u0131nda \u00f6r\u00fclen deh\u015fetli k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bile hukuk m\u00fccadelesinden ayr\u0131lmad\u0131k. Her \u00fc\u00e7 beraat\u0131mda do\u011fru yolday\u0131z, dedik. Demek ki hukuk kazanabiliyormu\u015f. Ama a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 gittik\u00e7e daha zor oluyor. S\u00f6zde darbe d\u00fczeninin yarg\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u00fcre\u00e7teyiz, davaya darbe vurdular. Babam, sab\u0131rl\u0131 olal\u0131m, yolumuzdan \u015fa\u015fmayal\u0131m diyor. Hukuka su vermemiz laz\u0131m ki ye\u015fersin\u2026 Hatta g\u00fcbrelemeliyiz, sab\u0131rla, inatla beslemeliyiz hukuku.<\/p>\n

Sokrates gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum: Bu benim a\u00e7\u0131mdan bir s\u0131nav, sevdiklerim a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan da. Sokrates \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce kar\u0131s\u0131 yan\u0131na gidiyor, \u201cama sen su\u00e7suzsun\u201d diyor. Sokrates de \u201c\u0130yi ya, ya bir de su\u00e7lu olsayd\u0131m…\u201d kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veriyor. B\u00f6yle bir m\u00fccadeleyi vermem laz\u0131m. \u00c7ok g\u00f6z g\u00f6re g\u00f6re, alenen bir hukuksuzluk oldu. 13 Aral\u0131k\u2019ta bu d\u00fczeltilecektir diye umuyorum. Umutsuz de\u011filim.<\/p>\n

Bomba ailemize d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc: Katliamla, insan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcyle, en kar\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011fum \u015feyle su\u00e7lan\u0131yorum. Ben 1998\u2019te 27 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m, gen\u00e7 bir ara\u015ft\u0131rmac\u0131yd\u0131m, gen\u00e7 bir aray\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131m, bir\u00e7ok \u015fey yap\u0131yordum. Bu olay ailemizin ortas\u0131na bomba gibi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Annemi kaybettik, kalbi dayanamad\u0131. Bundan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ac\u0131 ya\u015famad\u0131m hayat\u0131mda. Babam, bunca y\u0131ll\u0131k m\u00fccadele dolu hayat\u0131nda en a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fc s\u0131rtland\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n davas\u0131n\u0131. K\u0131zkarde\u015fim, i\u015fini b\u0131rakt\u0131, ikinci \u00fcniversiteyi okudu ve avukat oldu. \u015eimdi onlar\u0131n en \u00f6nemli g\u00fcndemi bu dava. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc su\u00e7lama \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ka\u00e7mad\u0131m, uzakla\u015ft\u0131m: 3 y\u0131ld\u0131r yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Biraz uzak kalmak i\u00e7in geldim, art\u0131k dayanm\u0131yordum, yapmak istedi\u011fim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bitirmek istiyordum. Roman\u0131m\u0131 tamamlad\u0131m. \u201cYolge\u00e7en Han\u0131\u201d benim i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ek bir yolculuktu. \u015eimdi de tezimi yaz\u0131yorum. Bu filmden uzakla\u015fmak bana iyi geldi. Arada birka\u00e7 kez T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye gidip geldim ama hemen \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131ma geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Ke\u015fke b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olmasayd\u0131 da Marmara Adas\u0131\u2019ndaki evimizde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsayd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn bak\u0131\u015flar \u00fczerinizde olunca istedi\u011finiz gibi hata yapam\u0131yorsunuz, istedi\u011finiz yollara giremiyorsunuz. Biraz bu y\u00fczden de uzakla\u015ft\u0131m. Buraya ilk geldi\u011fimde kimse beni tan\u0131m\u0131yordu, \u015fimdi buradaki geni\u015f kampanyadan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, \u00fcniversitede kap\u0131daki g\u00f6revli bile sizi gazetede g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, diyor. Biraz daha uzaklara gitmem laz\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Kurban se\u00e7ildim: Tamam, cad\u0131y\u0131m, annem beni \u201ccad\u0131\u201d diye severdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken ama insan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fey geldi\u011finde \u201cniye ben\u201d diye sormamas\u0131 laz\u0131m. \u00d6zellikle \u015fiddete u\u011frayan kad\u0131nlar bunu \u00e7ok yap\u0131yor. Ben yapmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Ama s\u00fcrekli soruluyor. O d\u00f6nem herhalde bir kurban ar\u0131yorlard\u0131, beni se\u00e7tiler. M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 olay\u0131 bir bombad\u0131r politikas\u0131na ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131, bombac\u0131 ar\u0131yorlard\u0131, gen\u00e7 bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa i\u015fkence ile bunu kabul ettiriyorlar. Bir ta\u015fla iki ku\u015f vurmak istediler. Hem bu olay\u0131 bomba diye g\u00f6stermek istediler hem de beni K\u00fcrt hareketi ile ilgili olarak yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ara\u015ft\u0131rmadan dolay\u0131 cezaland\u0131rmak istediler.<\/p>\n

Cad\u0131l\u0131\u011fa devam\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cezaevinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra da cad\u0131l\u0131klar yapmaya devam ettim. Evde otursayd\u0131m belki bu dava biterdi. Muhalif bir insan olarak her alanda devam ettim. Hem yazd\u0131m, hem eyledim, kendimi s\u0131n\u0131rlamad\u0131m. Belki biraz sembolle\u015ftim de. \u015eimdi burada da devam ediyorum. La Lune adl\u0131 feminist bir \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcyesiyim. Diyorlar ki cad\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fclkesi olmaz\u2026 Ama benim var. S\u00fcp\u00fcrgem hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Kendimi tek bir kavramla tan\u0131mlayamam. Feministim, antimilitaristim, toplumsal ekolojistim, antiheteroseksistim. Antikapitalistim, anar\u015fizmle sosyalizmin \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir yerde duruyorum. \u00d6zetle, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Tanilli ve bana destek\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Strasbourg \u00dcniversitesi bana destek veren bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapt\u0131. Buradaki profes\u00f6rler, ilk kez b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey oluyor dediler. Sonradan hat\u0131rlad\u0131m, bu \u00fcniversite daha \u00f6nce de Server Tanilli\u2019ye sahip \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Biliyor musunuz, 1994 y\u0131l\u0131nda, yani neredeyse yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce ben Strasbourg\u2019a Server Hoca\u2019y\u0131 ziyaret etmek i\u00e7in gelmi\u015ftim. Fransa\u2019da e\u011fitim i\u00e7in buradayd\u0131m. Paris\u2019ten trene atlay\u0131p Strasbourg\u2019a gelmi\u015f, onun evine gitmi\u015ftim. Bana g\u00fczel k\u00f6fteler yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sohbet etmi\u015ftik. O zaman 23 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Nereden bilecektim, y\u0131llar sonra ayn\u0131 \u015fehre ikinci kez, onun konumunda gelece\u011fimi\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 cennetti\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u2019n\u0131 \u00e7ok severdim. Annem eczac\u0131yd\u0131, eski tip eczac\u0131lardand\u0131, ila\u00e7 yapard\u0131. \u201cYolge\u00e7en Han\u0131\u201d roman\u0131nda onun etkisi var. Otlar\u0131 \u00e7ok severdi annem, bizim evde hep otlar kaynard\u0131. M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 bizim i\u00e7in o anlamda bir cennetti. Televizyonda orada yang\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyunca \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 \u0130stanbul\u2019un en g\u00fczel yerlerinden biri. Bir\u00e7ok ma\u011faza yan yana, \u015fimdiki al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f merkezleri gibi de\u011fil, tamam turistik ama biraz daha s\u0131cak.<\/p>\n

Solcular hep cezaevindeydi\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Muhalefetin kriminalle\u015fmesi bu d\u00f6neme \u00f6zg\u00fc de\u011fil. Biz solcular hep cezaevlerindeydik, hep kriminaldik. 6-7 Eyl\u00fcl olaylar\u0131n\u0131 bile solculara y\u00fcklemek istediler. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 yeni ke\u015ffediyor ama \u00e7ok daha a\u011f\u0131r zamanlar g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Benim davam ba\u015flayal\u0131 neredeyse 15 sene oldu. Ka\u00e7 h\u00fck\u00fcmet de\u011fi\u015fti arada. O zamanlar sistematik i\u015fkence vard\u0131. \u015eimdi fiziksel i\u015fkence ayn\u0131 yo\u011funlukta de\u011fil. Ben cezaevindeyken, ko\u011fu\u015fumuza her yeni gelen i\u015fkenceden ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Tecav\u00fcz \u00e7oktu.<\/p>\n

Gelenlerin y\u00fczde sekseninin kolu Filistin ask\u0131s\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 tutmuyordu. O zaman ben iki ki\u015fi i\u00e7in mektuplar yaz\u0131yordum. \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk ikisine de yer vermi\u015fti. Biri Han\u0131m Baran\u2019d\u0131. 60 ya\u015f\u0131nda i\u015fkencede g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tecav\u00fcz\u00fcn de etkisiyle \u00f6ld\u00fc gitti. Bir de i\u015fkencede k\u00f6r edilen Hediye Aksoy\u2026 Onu Cumhuriyet gazetesinin de katk\u0131s\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ama \u015fimdi duydum ki yine cezaevindeymi\u015f. K\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne, y\u00fczde seksen i\u015f g\u00f6remez rapora ve a\u011f\u0131r kanser hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen. Yani demem odur ki; bu zul\u00fcm bug\u00fcn ba\u015flamad\u0131 ama bitmedi de.<\/p>\n

Kaynak : T\u00fcrey K\u00f6se – Cumhuriyet Haber Portal\u0131<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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M\u00fcebbet istemiyle yeniden yarg\u0131lanmas\u0131na karar verilen Selek, “Sokrates \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce kar\u0131s\u0131 ‘Ama sen su\u00e7suzsun’ diyor. Sokrates de ‘\u0130yi ya, ya bir de su\u00e7lu olsayd\u0131m…’ kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veriyor. B\u00f6yle bir m\u00fccadeleyi vermem laz\u0131m” dedi.<\/p>\n

Cumhuriyet Ankara B\u00fcro – M\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019ndaki patlamayla ilgili davada \u00fc\u00e7 kez beraat ettikten sonra \u0130stanbul 12. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[105],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57079","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gundem","odd"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57079","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57079"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57079\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57079"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57079"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.korhanyilmaz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57079"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}